Monday shivers

I’m barely awake, but still
Monday’s coming up
explicitly so
other timely lives reliefed
and grateful to go
I could come along, I guess
just leave myself behind
[a strange kind of logic
fitting my troublesome kind]
Time
they say
[and always did]
is all it takes to  make everything  fit
I’m folding clouds
stacking my climbs
sometimes the door
is easy to close
sometimes

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Homecoming queen

I don’t look back
so I guess I can’t be sure
but leaving the island
feels like the cure
finding my feet
in the music, strolling
autumn’s up
and everything’s calling
what strange roaring summer
[they don't usually come this red]
maybe I settle for it
being a dream lost
under my bed
I don’t look back
who cares to see?
the sequel will tell
what happend to me..

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The truthfull biography of a fictitous lady

Poetry, I’m not lost
need no knight
but you
you come to my resuce
fall with me
when I
fall
through the night
save me
when I freeze
in the grey
my safe crust
on the hurt
making my anger, rainbows and lust
slip through the pose
of being prose 
we make them
lies
come home
to stay
true,
Poetry

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Hatefull poetry

It could be
that it’s me
though I try to be
wrong
just baring  my hatefull poetry
slipping words off my shoulders
I think it might be
me
though I try to be
wrong
looking at it, trying
to see
nothing
faking the quire:
it cannot be caught
cannot be sought
I’m high flying low
I move on, I move, I go
baring my hatefull poetry
doing what I do best
and doing it
so

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Dunes

In too many lives I died to hide
myself from myself 
 my hurt from my pride
drifting now
like wind over sand
I dress myself nakend
for a quiet man
piling the longings
behind a silent will
everything’s said 
while we’re being
 still

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She’s Rock

Feel her, she’s Rock,
 having veins of wire
a Rock, a kill
the proudest liar
She’s solid winter, taking the price
bearing so well
the local vice
maybe broken
but see if she cares
paying the cost
of mend and repair
She’s cool, she’s Rock, she’s the one
never regretting what had to be done
she fits  any fight
 without emotion
a  rock lying still
in the boiling ocean

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Cloth

Floating in colors
I am grey
burnt of gold
a peacekeeper of war, the unaccounted for
soul
watching myself
floating, why
 all those colors, do you
 know
 who´s here
the strong and who´s the weak
all unfolding fainted colors
both the fighters and the meek
 
this world is strange, not
mine at all
I had an invitation , never went
 to the ball
no swords were allowed
I left
the fright
I hear colors, follow
colors
in the night

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The end and beyond..

You’re standing there, stretching
A cruising Lion on soft paws
Looking at me, wondering
Gently sliding the jaw
Definitely
doing me
[in an impossible beat]
you loosen my words
Make them
fall for my feet
 
I know I’m falling in…
…everything
This shivering Lion
 makes my shadows
sing
Violently
moving me
moving me on
to the gentle, gentle edge
of my end
and beyond
 
Silence is fed
so alive being dead
I´m over
[and anyway due]
All my [...]

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Home in the grey

Home in the grey
Being quiet and still
I´m under control
Under my will
Everything’s fine, there’s coffee, I’am calm
It’s over, I’m smiling, no cause for alarm
 
but opening the door from myself to go out
Everything in me starts moving about
 I feel you, feel you, feel you so
Running from  corners
To places unknown
I feel you, feel you, feel you so
I [...]

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Ruthless sea

It’s over now
beyond  the end
to the ruthless sea
I lost my Friend
Pains are passing in steel and grey
and still
my shivers, would not ask him to stay
keep your gentle dyings
those coats of lyings that keep you warm
It’s over now
beyond  the end
to the ruthless sea
I lost my Friend
It’s over now
beyond  the end
to the ruthless sea
I lost my Friend

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